It seems that for the past 24 years of my life I have always been looking forward to the next big thing. When I was in elementary school all I could hope for was to be in 6th grade - top of the school, big kids ya know? Then I get to middle school and that pretty much sucks but I can't wait to get to high school. Then high school is fun for a couple years and then it's off to wishing for college. College came and for the first 2 years I only looked forward to going home for breaks and then progressively I liked college more and more.
In the pre-professional years all I wanted was to be in the professional pharmacy program and then once in it all I wanted was to be done with PDA and then I just wanted to be on rotations and then once on rotations all I wanted was to get to Christmas break and then I just wanted to get to residency interviews and then I just wanted to get to Match day and then more rotations and all I wanted was to get through them. [breathe]
Now finally I am done with rotations and I know I'm going to my #1 residency choice on June 27th and graduation is in 19 days... Now I just want to figure out where I'm living next year and feel settled before the residency starts... All I really want is to move in to the apartment next door to B but it would mean paying a little extra rent unless someone can take over [A] and my room when we move out... so stressful. ug.
Anyway, all this wishing for the future has made me start thinking how much I am going to try to focus on enjoying the present once I get done working these next couple of weeks. I will have 6 weeks before my residency starts and I fully intend to enjoy the time off. As excited as I am for the residency, I am going to be very happy to have nothing to do. :-)
So, that is all for now.
goodnight
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